Hiya Philly! yeah its clare again! I got my tattoo today for you! i hope you would like it! :) its a little P with a star next to it! just for you! i still cant belive that your gone! I am goin 2 get the picture of all of us from kirstys party and put it ontop of the coffin for you! i was going to put it in but its too late now! I miss you so much words cant describe! were all staying strong though! i would never of thought that anything like this would happen to any of us! Its to sudden! Me and Jamie-Lee was talking lastnight about you and how much of a great dad you would of been! I know that you will be there with Penny all the way though! I wish i could see you again! I know we will soon! Know that you have gone has learnt me a few things - Live life to the full - Never regret anything - Live everyday like its your last! I would do anything for you to be back here with us like nothing has ever happened! but that is impossible! I have seen the site that penny has done for you! its so sad! she loves you so much like the rest of us! Well until we meet again I will miss you! Love you forever! Oh yeah and in your funeral me, Kirsty, Emma, Jamie-Lee and Danielle are reading out a poem! It is so true! Even if i don't feel like getting up and doing it i will! i would do anything for you! Love you forever and always my big cuz! Clare xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx