hiya phil! not long just got back from the meal 4 andys birthday! it felt so weird without you! we all miss you phil! its so heart breaking! and the thought of never seeing you again until i go to heaven! i hope that everything is ok up there! and your having a baby boy! ino that you will always be there by penny an the babys side! looking after them as much as you can! i miss you so much words cant describe! i really want you back but i know that nothing can bring you back :( i love you so much! see u soon philly love forever and always your lil cuz clare xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx