hiya phil! aint been on here for a while! been 2 spain for 2 weeks and one night i was there i couldnt sleep i was thinking about you and was just so upset! and one night i was dreaming but u was there and it felt so real! we was just talking! i miss you so much! i wish you was back here with all of us i cant wait till the baby comes he will look the spit of you! i miss you so much phil. need 2 go 2 see you soon! lasttym me an jamie-lee went 2 the grave we was there for 2 hours. it was nice to have your company! i still cant belive your gone though! i love you so much and miss you like mad! will see you soon phil love alwayss clare xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx