hiya phil! i miss you like mad! i still ask myself why you had to go! and i still cant get over the fact that you are gone. i miss you sooo much. Lastnight when jack seen somebody i hope its you but i want to see you... i would give anything to see you again. hope your doing well up there! Not long now till penny has the baby. I always remember you every single day... and your laugh(how could anybody forget) I still cant belive that you are gone though. Well when i was in spain in my dream you was there and we where just speaking to eachother like normal and you where telling me you are fine and stuff but it was so reall... pop into my dreams again phil cause i miss you so so so much. see you soon phil love you alwayss angel Clare xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx