Hey phil its emma here, sorry havent wrote in a while, but it doesnt mean i dont think about you everyday. i hope ur doin ok up there, ur little boy is 4 months old now, he looks the spit of u, which is a lovely reminder of you. Miss ya phil, its r jamie-lee's 18th party this sat and its not gonna be the same without you, kirsty's party was the last 18th out of all the cousins and u were with us then, so its gonna be hard when ur not there with us for jim jams bday. miss you phil and no ur gonna be with us 2 celebrate her bday see you soon phil all my love forever and always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx